Friday, September 26, 2008;
♥ 9/26/2008 10:05:00 PM
When the night falls on you
&you dont know what to do
Let me come along
So even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you>>
&the
accident which got the whole function room smoky.
Smokyyyy.
Y'all were
awesome. :D
I know when y'all ask me out of outings/gatherings, i can't make it almost
99.99999 out of that 100 times. But ahh, y'all were still as
crazy, just like the first day i'd known y'all. :D
It's
those times, i miss. It's
these friendships, i miss. (:
I kind of like it when all of us sat down together &have lunch. (:
It's nice. &nice.
GP Mock Exam was a
major disaster today.
-dig a hole &burry my head.
D: It's that
bad.Friends, i let them into a vulnerable part of me. Yet they all left. ): I'm just trying to pretend that everything's fine, when everything's not. Pretending that everything's going the way i planned, when the actual thing is the opposite. But it's okay.
Afterall, i like the front people view wenfang as. I like it when people call me 'strong'.
This means that they don't know me enough, but i'm alright with that.
Besides, i'm getting used to the feeling of being surrounded by friends and people, yet feeling really lonely deep down inside.
I hope this mess is like books.
So i can pack them &set the nicely on shelves all over again.Huili's coffee works
wonder. (:
But it's wearing off alr, which is just in time.
I can go to bed now. (:
G'nights.Labels: friendships that seems out of grasp, nostalgic (still)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, June 09, 2008;
♥ 6/09/2008 10:49:00 PM
That's smth only love can do>>Out with
dearest sm for a
belated bday celebration/catching up session. (:
Headed down to A
nchorpoint's Jack's Place for lunch, instead of the initial
Subway.
Students' meal!Hah, i had Chicken cutlet with fries, plus double scoopes
Strawberry &Vanilla icecream, a glass of Sprite &the soup of the day 'Cream of Carrot'. Which surprisingly taste alright! I mean,
I hate Carrots!All just for the price of
7.5$. This is the
bomb! I tell you, my next favourite eating hangouts, will be
Jack's Place. :D
Hah, hang around for awhile at
Ikea. &it definitely feels like those
good ol' time. :D Definitely.
Dearest, there're just so much things i want to
share with you.
All the
joy &sorrows, little
successes &hiccups which occur in my life. All those
silly bumps &fanastic experiences. All of them, i wanted to
share them
with you.
I can't wait to fill you in what's going on with my life.
But time do have its
constraints.
So, yknow what? Here's 3 words (from the bottom of my heart)
: "
I love you".
More than i love any other friends/bf
before. (:
I felt that i don't deserve
smth, which might mean
little or nth to people who don't understand. I just feel that i'm not giving enough to
deserve what i have at hand.
I'm feeling
guilty, yet i dont see myself doing anything else to help
improve the situation.
I dunno. I feel
Suffocated.
I'm
sorry about the
previous post.
I'm
sorry about those
miss calls.
I'm
sorry about those
un-replied messages &IMs.
I'm
sorry for being so caught up with the
upsetting things in life.
I
promise to stay focus on the
happier things.
&i
promise to
cherish the things i have right now, at my hands.
G'nights!
Labels: i dont deserve, nostalgic (still)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
